Monday, December 29, 2008
McChristmas
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Endless Things...
Endless;
~Chores: dishes, meals, grocery shopping, cleaning, tidying, laundry, etc., etc.
~Obligations, Obligations, Obligations! (this covers more things than I will list)
~Bills
~Things I need to do
~Things I should do
~Things I am not getting to
~Dust
~Projects
~Work
~The next thing
Some of these cross over into each other and here is where the list gets dicey...
Endlessly, my children grow before my eyes, this one is bittersweet. Also, it will end one day, which leads to my next list...
Ending;
~My time with my children and so many others that I love.
~Life, youth, health, strength
~My season as a mother of young children/ babies
~The hold that anxiety and fear have had on me
~My willingness to accept things that aren't as they should be
~Time that I allow to go by without my eyes/ heart/ mind/ my very being focused on Jesus
~Letting moments get by without doing what needs to be done
~My years of being chronically lazy...hooray!
~The darkness in my heart, time without peace or joy
And now the good Endless;
~Strength by the grace of an Almighty God
~Love and Forgiveness in Jesus' name
~Opportunities to reflect Christ and to grow in Him
~God's Goodness
and In light of Eternity, endless time, all fades
and nothing can really follow that! Thank You, Lord!
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Love you!
To quote my sweet friend Vicki's recent post, "It's a Great Day to be You!"
Merry Christmas!
UPDATE: I JUST FINISHED THIS POST, RE-READ IT A COUPLE OF TIMES AND WAS ABOUT TO MOVE ON WHEN SUDDENLY IT HIT ME! MY CHILDREN GROWING BEFORE MY EYES IS NOT THE ONLY THING ON MY 'ENDLESS' LIST THAT WILL ACTUALLY END! ALL OF THE THINGS ON THAT FIRST LIST WILL END ONE DAY! HALLELUJAH!!!
It IS a great day to be me! :) heehee (not that I didn't think that before, but wohoo! I just had an epiphany moment!)
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
My baby...
My heart is at the moment swelling to the point of pain with l.o.v.e. for my firstborn. Last night, as I watched this young man working on his Facebook page, I thought about how he is as tall as me and has a voice I don't always recognize... did you get that?? A voice I don't always recognize.... my throat begins to close up and things fly through my mind similar to when your life is supposed to flash before your eyes when you die... when we found out we were pregnant with him, I was beside myself with joy and excitement, a baby was all I ever wanted...his baby smiles...he was/is so funny, his sense of humor has always amazed me... how grown he is now, and time seemed to pause for a moment so I could just take him in. What a blessing he has been, all of them have. And at the same time that I LONG to go back and hold him as a baby again, I also look forward with great excitement and joy to what is in store for him. God has good plans for him, good works prepared, plans to prosper and not to harm him. He is loosening himself from his mommy, and as much as it hurts, it is good. He is growing into his own person, we are glimpsing the man he is still becoming and it is a wondrous thing. I can only do it with God as my Rock, knowing that He loves Nathan more than I do, and He is good and He is sovereign.
Walk on, Natey. Love you like crazy! xoxo
Sunday, December 7, 2008
I'm doing it again...
p.s. as I was downloading clipart of sea billows rolling, I remembered, hey, we have family vacation pics at the ocean! So here you go.... as you can see, there are sea billows behind us and we are peaceful and joyful! :)You may say to yourself, well, its not the same, because you know the sea billows are no threat when you are standing so far inland, and i thought the same thing but then i realized, have security in that knowledge is actually a perfect demonstration of The Point, having security in the knowledge that God is in complete control and nothing is outside of His sovereignty.~~ This pic has Phoebe in the green shirt, Ellie in pink, and my sister in law, Amber's sister, Shiloh. We had this vacation in 2006, right before we moved to MT.
Here is my sister in law, Amber, and I
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Thanking God...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
So, when I post them here, it is by NO MEANS to preach. It is just because it hit me and I want to be reminded by what it said the next time I pull up the blog. If you are touched by it, hurray! If not, maybe you didn't need that one right now, like I did! :) I love the last line of this one, He is so calling me to intercession right now, it is an awesome thing! Thank You, Lord!
Our God is so great~Adrian (and p.s. THANKS, MomMom!)
Have mercy on us, O Lord, have mercy on us! For we are exceedingly filled with contempt —Psalm 123:3
What we must beware of is not damage to our belief in God but damage to our Christian disposition or state of mind. "Take heed to your spirit, that you do not deal treacherously" ( Malachi 2:16 ). Our state of mind is powerful in its effects. It can be the enemy that penetrates right into our soul and distracts our mind from God. There are certain attitudes we should never dare to indulge. If we do, we will find they have distracted us from faith in God. Until we get back into a quiet mood before Him, our faith is of no value, and our confidence in the flesh and in human ingenuity is what rules our lives.
Beware of "the cares of this world . . ." ( Mark 4:19 ). They are the very things that produce the wrong attitudes in our soul. It is incredible what enormous power there is in simple things to distract our attention away from God. Refuse to be swamped by "the cares of this world."
Another thing that distracts us is our passion for vindication. St. Augustine prayed, "O Lord, deliver me from this lust of always vindicating myself." Such a need for constant vindication destroys our soul’s faith in God. Don’t say, "I must explain myself," or, "I must get people to understand." Our Lord never explained anything— He left the misunderstandings or misconceptions of others to correct themselves.
When we discern that other people are not growing spiritually and allow that discernment to turn to criticism, we block our fellowship with God. God never gives us discernment so that we may criticize, but that we may intercede.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Shameless promoting...
Well, she just posted pics, on the new Photography site, of my dear sister and her precious family!!! GO SEE THEM, they are beautiful! Some of you may remember, my sister fought cancer this last year, and is on her way up out of the pit cancer that cancer throws you into. She is quite a fighter and as you can see in the pics, as beautiful as ever!
AND, if you scroll through Tess's Tattletale Gazette site, where she has been posting her photos up until now, with great commentary for reading as well, you will find John's brother, Mike and his sweet family's portraits as well. They will be here with John's parents and the youngest bro, for Christmas this year! YAY!
So, there is some idle-time filler for you... gander at a few fun, beautiful pics of some of our precious fam! :)
As my friend Tracy says, "Make it a great day!"
XOXOXO
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
SO...
John had his birthday, yesterday, and we served him breakfast made with love. He got 'Happy B-Day' donuts at work. We tried to feed him one of his favs for dinner, but he had gotten to have BD cake at work also! Then, we took his fav bd cake made by us with LOVE, LOVE, LOVE to small group and packed every candle we had on the cake (oops! we aged him 10 years, accidentally put on 47! haha) and sang with our friends (and several other times throughout the day! a traditional McNamara rendition when he walked in the door after work and it made him MISS YOU ALL!) We gave him a nice blue-grey sweater and a tub of red licorice! :) All in all, I think he had a good 37th! WE LOVE YOU JOHN (Mac, Daddy!) XO
AND...
JACOB ANTHONY MCNAMARA MADE THE HONOR ROLL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*****Nate also continued to get very good grades and remained on the honor roll !!!!!!!!!!!!!! *******************************************************************************
CONGRATS JAMMER AND NATEY! WE ARE SOOOOO PROUD OF YOUUU!!! XOXOXO
WOO-HOOOO! CONGRATS AND NICE WORK ~ MCMEN! XOXO
Sunday, November 9, 2008
*Jacob Anthony McNamara*
So, when my Outlook reminder comes up, 'anniversary of dedicating Jacob', I try to think over the time that we have been blessed with him and ask the Lord, how we are doing with our promises????
Jacob has been an amazing gift. My sweet soveriegn God has used him in multitudes of ways, especially to grow me and change me. I learned with Jacob that God gives us children, not just for us to raise them up (because they pretty much just do this) but also to grow us up (which we, or should I say 'I', do not do on my own at all!).
When I think back on that time, standing before our church family, holding little Jacob, Cubbie, I called him when he was a baby, we were completely unaware of what was in store(both good and difficult) for us, as I suppose you are with all babies. What an awesome God we have!
And now, ten years later, wow.... words escape me. But, you know him and you love him, too. He is full of energy, he is funny, smart, sensitive and strong. He is brave and fearless, which I guess are the same thing, but it bears repeating with him! :) He is beautiful and I love being his mom!
What will the next ten years bring...? I believe God has great works saved for him! Wanna watch with me? It will be very exciting, I am sure of it!
Thank You, Lord, for the wondrous gift of Jacob!
*...pics to follow...*
Friday, November 7, 2008
My Utmost For His Highest
The Undetected Sacredness of Circumstances
We know that all things work together for good to those who love God . . . —Romans 8:28
The circumstances of a saint’s life are ordained of God. In the life of a saint there is no such thing as chance. God by His providence brings you into circumstances that you can’t understand at all, but the Spirit of God understands. God brings you to places, among people, and into certain conditions to accomplish a definite purpose through the intercession of the Spirit in you. Never put yourself in front of your circumstances and say, "I’m going to be my own providence here; I will watch this closely, or protect myself from that." All your circumstances are in the hand of God, and therefore you don’t ever have to think they are unnatural or unique. Your part in intercessory prayer is not to agonize over how to intercede, but to use the everyday circumstances and people God puts around you by His providence to bring them before His throne, and to allow the Spirit in you the opportunity to intercede for them. In this way God is going to touch the whole world with His saints.
Am I making the Holy Spirit’s work difficult by being vague and unsure, or by trying to do His work for Him? I must do the human side of intercession— utilizing the circumstances in which I find myself and the people who surround me. I must keep my conscious life as a sacred place for the Holy Spirit. Then as I lift different ones to God through prayer, the Holy Spirit intercedes for them.
Your intercessions can never be mine, and my intercessions can never be yours, ". . . but the Spirit Himself makes intercession" in each of our lives ( Romans 8:26 ). And without that intercession, the lives of others would be left in poverty and in ruin.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
"I do all my own stunts"
This is what happens when anyone in the vacinity of Daddy flexes in any way, shape, or form! Oh, yah?! Check this out! RRrrrrroar!
Nate and I have been getting some excersize and gaining a bit of muscle, proud of our work we do a little flex, hoping for a little 'Atta boy!', but instead we get the above....oh yah?! Check this out!
Evidently, we are having a bit of an obsession...
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
How long til Christmas?
Monday, October 27, 2008
What are we looking for?
Sweet Friends and Family, we love you! May we not be carried away, but grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ . I pray we would be looking for the day of God, diligent to be found by Him in peace, knowing in our hearts that in Him we are spotless and blameless. Let us be looking forward to the new heaven and the new earth!!
Have a great week! Love, love, love!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Our first snow!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I am a blessed man!
Friday, October 3, 2008
We have an announcement...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Thankful Thursday
We have soooo much to be thankful for....
1. Praise God for His grace and mercy which surrounds us and protects more times than we know!
2. Yesterday we got to praise God for the girls' squabbling, God urged me to go over and have a close-up talk with them, which led to a Hallelujah moment that otherwise could have been a deep sorrow. (your guessing there is a story there and you are right...but it is for another time)
3. Is there a scripture for the Lord laughing or smiling? Because I am continually thankful for His gifts to us of those! There is joy in the Lord!
4. Thank you my compassionate God, for friends to sit by the pool with, to pray with, to watch Bible teaching shows with, to go to coffee and Bible study with, to email, blog, and Facebook with....etc.
5. I am sooo thankful for my fabulous family. John and my children are some of my favorite things! It gives me a glimpse of how God delights in us.
And that is my power-packed five for today!
Give thanks to the Lord for He is good, His love is everlasting!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Show and Tell
Now wouldn't you love to have Phoebe be your show and tell?! I would! (...except you never know what she is going to say, so you would have to be very brave!)
Last Friday, my friend had Phoebe with her and took her to a yard sale. It was in a less than desirable area and the house reflected the area. What I am saying is the place was trashed. To be fair, my friend was not unaware of whom she was tending...she has heard the Phoebe stories. But, she felt confident, they got out of the van, Phoebe tending to my friend's little poodle. A moment later, the stage is set, my friend steps away from Phoebe, and Phoebe delivers; She looks around and says, in no small voice, right in front of the door, 'This place is trashed!' Now my friend has her own story! :) Ohhh, Pheebs, you are a ride! We love you!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
The Scarlet Cord
p.s. this blog is by a woman named Angie. She is married to a man in the group Selah.
We went to a Beth Moore conference this weekend!
Stacy, Anna, and I
Look! Beth Moore was just 10 feet or so from us! I was a bit star struck, which I don't usually get, but her sudies have meant a lot to me. And you feel like you are friends with her when you read her books and watch her videos. So, look, there she is! Here we are, Beth! Over here! Beth! Beth? :)
L to R, Krista, Kelly, Michelle
L to R, Rhonda, Sheri, Amber, Vicki
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Gem of the Day
(I really wish I could see your faces and hear your guesses as to what she meant, but since I can't, I'll just tell you... bikini) :)
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
and lastly...
and it was SpiderDog to the Rescue (not really, I mean have you seen our dog? She is fairly worthless for rescue, but she would wag her cute curly tail and lick you!)
Our Surprise Visitor!
We skipped school Friday and DadDad went on bike rides with first the girls and then the boys. While they waited for lunch, Phoebe and DadDad took a little catnap.
Ellie helped me make some No-Bakes!
We were all SO happy to have Dad here!